tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12963540810899832382024-03-06T01:00:47.763-08:00Miss. Single Mommy♥ Jesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04821373828073449996noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-87535735149026861782011-07-18T12:52:00.000-07:002011-07-18T12:52:15.926-07:00I need to keep writing..Let's start with this. I started blogging to help heal the pain of my breakup of five years.<br />
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I gave up blogging because I had found happiness in keeping busy and hanging out with new friends. This obviously came to a screeching hault. I honestly was doing so good. Now, Steven has told me he's basically had a girlfriend since we broke up. I've all of a sudden lost everything I have built up. While away, I took up sewing, started to start my own online business, enrolled Kailey is cheerleading, became a girl scout leader, and enrolled in school. This Saturday, when he told me I stopped what I was doing and haven't started again. I want to mope. I want to do nothing. I even wanted to try to channel the pain physically to see if it would not hurt so much inside.<br />
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I'm smarter than that. I'm more grateful for my children to do something like that. So, I recognized the cry for help my mind, body, and heart were giving me. I scheduled an appointment to see a doctor to help me with the struggles and pain. I'm sitting here thinking t myself: How will any kind of medication help? It won't take away the pain. It won't make me forget the last five years. But then, I remember that writing has always helped me channel anger, frustration, and pain. So, on top of seeing a professional I'd like to start blogging again. So here I am back into action. Just me, my kids, and my blog. :)♥ Jesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04821373828073449996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-3652788048455264642011-05-28T00:25:00.000-07:002011-06-01T22:56:09.260-07:00Off to the museum..So, I really didn't want to go. I just woke up feeling like moping around all day. But, I got up we ran around, picked up Bradley, and went to the new Dinosaur Museum. It was really cute! It was a little small, but I liked it. There was so much to do there! I wrote a review online, so you can go <a href="http://www.examiner.com/single-moms-in-tucson/fun-at-the-dinosaur-discovery-center-review">here</a> if you want to read about it! Here are some pictures though...<br />
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</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">2. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">What color are your nails right now?Clear lol I took off my pink and purple nail polish yesterday, today I'm going to go see if I can hunt down some crackle! :)</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">3. </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">When you were growing up, how difficult was it for you to stay home from school sick? Wasn't very hard at all. I'd pretend to be sick all the time and then get up usually in the afternoon after sleeping late and go play. My Nana (er.. grandma) always used to threaten to call the school, but I knew she wouldn't lol I was bad...</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">4. </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">When is the last time you bought a new comforter for your bed? A few months ago, It was 75% off so of course I had to buy it!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">5. </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 20px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Favorite website(s)?Cafemom.com and blogger.com ;)</span></span></span></div>♥ Jesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04821373828073449996noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-19122447038129151702011-05-26T23:29:00.000-07:002011-05-26T23:29:31.331-07:00Kailey's Last Day of SchoolSo, yesterday was Kailey's last day of school. She is officially a second grader! This year was a great year. We had some struggles with teachers and home life, but she made it! I gave her my camera to take to school and was surprised at how great the pictures came out! Although, she wasn't in very many! Here are some of them:<br />
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Today, he found the tool box, he pulls out the tools, gets to an outlet, and says "Look Mama I'm fixing your house!" How cute is he!! But, I quickly respond, "Thanks little lovee but you're going to get hurt don't play with that!" So he stops and moves on... at this point I'm not paying attention while trying to apply for another job. "Look Mama, I brought you flowers!" What?!?!?!? AWE!!!! lol it was the tools in an Easter Egg shaped cup! At this point I've realized that my little boy is going to grow up one day and be an amazing husband and father. He's going to be the man that his dad could not live up to. For this reason alone I don't want my son with just anyone, she needs to be an amazing girl to have him. I have finally found the same protection guard for my Bradley that I have had for my Kailey Bugg for years. <br />
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My little Bradley and my beautiful flowers..:)<br />
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Before icing, but after I stuck the candy in :)<br />
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I didn't text him, thinking he would text me during the day to ask if he needed to get Bradley. I waited for it just to give him the same answer he's be giving me since he left. So cold. So short. just... No. I waited, and waited. He didn't even text to see if he had to get Bradley. So, as it got to about 5:00, I was itching to text him something, anything. But I didn't. I am proud that we didn't talk today. That I was able to control myself, but I know it's only going to get harder to do that. We'll just see what tomorrow brings and hopefully I will be able to control myself! :)♥ Jesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04821373828073449996noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-61984899493321797452011-05-13T11:29:00.000-07:002011-05-17T21:45:04.291-07:00My Patriotic PrincessSo Kailey had her end of year performance. I totally forgot what the reason was for the Patriotic theme, but that's what it was. It was soo cute! I knew they would be singing, but I didn't know they would be signing the songs too! It was really cool, even though my kid was the only one who was like off in la-la land haha. Here's her performance.. She's the one behind G with the untied little shirt thing..<br />
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Monday!<!START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE><center><table style="font-size:12px;font-family:Arial;" cellspacing="0"><tr><td colspan="2" style="text-align:center;background-color:#bc007b;color:#fff;font-size:12px;font-family:Arial;font-weight:bold;border-top:3px solid #f000ba;border-bottom:5px solid #f000ba;padding: 5px;"><a href="http://www.bzoink.com/S75656/A_Getting_to_Know_You_Survey.html" title="A "Getting to Know You" Survey" style="color:#fff;">A "Getting to Know You" Survey</a><br /><small>Created by <a href="http://www.bzoink.com/~mrsbaer" title="mrsbaer's Profile" style="color:#fff;">mrsbaer</a> and taken 56354 times on <a href="http://www.bzoink.com" title="Bzoink Free Fun Surveys" style="color:#fff;">Bzoink</a></small></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>The Basics</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Name::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Jessica </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Birthdate::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> September 15th 1988 </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Birthplace::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Tucson, AZ </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid 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within the year, Buy a house in 5 years </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> No.. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Gossip Magazines are the best! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">How would do describe yourself?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Bubbly, Cheery, definitely hiding pain </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">What is a topic you wish you knew more about?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Geography in general lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">What do you daydream about?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> A whole family </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">What are your religious/spiritual beliefs?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I'm Catholic so... what do you think? 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style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> My inability to let things go </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>Either / Or</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Shy or Outgoing?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> both </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Spender or Saver?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> spender </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid 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2px;text-align:left;"> dogs </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Mountain or Beach?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> beach </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Sweet or Salty?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> sweet </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>Do You...</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Smoke?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Drink?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> socially </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Get annoyed easily?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> yes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Like to travel?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> yes! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Like to drive fast?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> lol yeah </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Sing well?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> my skills are amazing I practice every morning! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Want kids?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I'm going to say yes lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">-----What would you name a boy?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Bradley </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">-----What would you name a girl?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Kailey </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>Have You Ever...</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Performed on stage? In what?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> lots of times.. dance, cheer, talent shows.. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Been in a car accident?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> lol little ones nothing major </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Been out of the country? Where?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Does Mexico count? </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>What Is...</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">The last CD you bought?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> what the hell is a cd? :) Last itunes song would be Forget You </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">The last movie you saw in the theater?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Unknown it was a good movie :) </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">The last movie you rented?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> The Switch.. never watched it though </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Your greatest fear?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> My kids going down the wrong path </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Your greatest strength?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> My ability to hide how I really feel lol </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Your greatest weakness?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I'm impatient </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Your happiest memory?:</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I have many... I'll blog about some later </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>Your Favorite...</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Movie::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Twilight Saga, baby mama, date night </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">TV Show::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> OLTL, CSI Miami, Desperate Housewives </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Actor::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Mark Wahlberg, the white guy from unstopable </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Actress::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Tina Fey </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Food::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> WWIIIINNGGGSSS!!!! </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Drink::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Dr Pepper/ Mr Pibb </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Color::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Pink </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Scent::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Vanilla is always a good one :) </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Season & WHY::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Fall, bc it's nice and cool </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Day of the week & WHY::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Everyday because it means I'm alive </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Store::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Ross </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Quote::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> If you knew me yesterday, please do not think that I am the same person you are meeting today. I have experienced more of life. I have encountered new depths in those I love. I have suffered. I have prayed, and I am different. </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" style="text-align:center;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border-bottom:2px solid #f000ba;"><b>What Do You Think About...</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Abortion::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Sad. </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Homosexuality::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I'm good with it.. I love my homo friends! :) </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">God::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I'm hoping he has a plan for me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Jesus::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I'm glad he sacrificed himself for me </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Satan::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> He's a pret-ty scary dude </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Heaven::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I hope I get to go there </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Hell::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> what the hell? </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Miracles::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I wish for one everyday </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Astrology::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Virgo... </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">War::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> Is scary </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Ghosts::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> creep me out </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Reincarnation::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> I hope I come back as a princess </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Karma::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> will get back at him </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Luck::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> only gets you so far </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" style="width:50%;text-align:left;background-color:#fae0f5;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;border:1px solid #f000ba;border-top:0px;border-left:0px;">Aliens::</td><td style="background-color:#fca6e9;color:#000;padding:0px 2px;text-align:left;"> are green :) </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" style="text-align:center;background-color:#bc007b;color:#fff;font-size:12px;font-family:Arial;font-weight:bold;border-top:4px solid #f000ba;border-bottom:3px solid #f000ba;padding: 5px;font-size:11px;">You've been totally <a href="http://www.bzoink.com" title="Bzoink" style="color:#fff;">Bzoink*d</a>!<br /><a href="http://www.bzoink.com/S75656/A_Getting_to_Know_You_Survey.html" title="A "Getting to Know You" Survey" style="color:#fff;">Take This Survey</a> | <a href="http://www.bzoink.com/surveys/search.php" title="Search Surveys" style="color:#fff;">Search Surveys</a> | <a href="http://www.bzoink.com/surveys/create.php" title="Create a Survey" style="color:#fff;">Create a Survey</a><img src="http://www.bzoink.com/pixel.gif" width="1" height="1" /></td></tr></table></center><!END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-21575916190537755312011-05-08T21:50:00.000-07:002011-05-08T22:04:42.522-07:00My Mother's DaySo, today was difficult for me since it was my first Mother's Day alone. Really, I was just so sad I didn't do much of anything today. Kailey spent the night at her Nana's so she wasn't here this morning. Bradley's present I suppose (and it was a good one) was that he slept til about 7:00 which was nice to sleep in. We watched Toy Story and I fell asleep through it lol. We got ready to go, he went potty!! It was so funny because he told me he had to pee pee, and so I ran to take him. He asked me to turn on the faucet and I did. Sure enough there he went! I was so excited I squealed a little lol which made him stop peeing and I felt bad but he kept going after a second... he stayed dry from 11:00 to about 8:30.. so all day!!!! I'm so excited about it! I am a little concerned about the school's inconsistency though, so I will have to speak to them about it.<br /><br /> Anyway we left, we went to my Nana's and no one was home. They were somewhere and were going to take forever to get back so we went back home. Napped for about two hours. Then got ready and went to dinner. I mean it was a pretty laid back day which was great seeing as I was feeling so lousy.<br /><br />I fought with he who shall not be named a little. I needed him to watch Bradley on Saturday and he told me he had to work. Next thing I know he's telling me he was off and decided to take his step niece to the museum, which really pissed me off because I needed him to watch Bradley and he made an excuse so he didn't have to. He told me I was just jealous that he was doing things with her and not Kailey and was just being stupid. Not once did he call to tell me happy mother's day, even before we stated fighting at about six. He just... agh! He's just an idiot! I don't know why I care about him so much when he is such an ass! This is how I feel:<br /><iframe width="350" height="229" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/d8ekz_CSBVg" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-87837441063196105902011-05-07T21:53:00.000-07:002011-05-07T22:10:22.512-07:00Kailey is a Brownie!!So, today Kailey bridged from being a daisy to a brownie! It was a cute and quick ceremony which blends very well together. :) They had the girls step over the new daisies to "bridge". I thought that was a little weird but I went with it.. Then we had some snack. The girls received their sash for next year and a cute picture frame with a end of the year picture in it. Then, we left. 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I can feel him sitting here with me watching a movie together. Being happy. I think it's hitting harder today because I told him not to call or text me about anything including Bradley anymore just because of some of the stuff he was saying yesterday. I'm just so sad. So lonely. I hate the way it feels inside when you remember a past memory that made you smile, or laugh, or even gave you butterflies. I just wish he'd come back. He'd knock on my door tomorrow and say, "I'm sorry for everything I've put you through the last month.. I'm ready to start over". I wish.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-60741023047769750672011-05-01T22:27:00.000-07:002011-05-01T22:42:42.254-07:00Today, I feel..bummed! I start my new job tomorrow. I should be super excited, I would be super excited... if I knew it wouldn't keep me from my kids. Like really, I hated my old job. I hated the constant changes, busyness, irate customers, explain the same thing over and over again.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">lol</span> but one thing that I LOVED was my schedule! 8:00-2:30 Monday through Friday. Now that I'm an assistant manager at a fun cute little store, my hours are weekends and some nights.. boo! I will have to see how it goes.<br /><br />The one thing that's nice is that opening shifts are at 9:30 in the morning so that's kind of nice! I'm trying to just plan out some stuff to keep kids occupied when I'm not there. I will just miss them on nights I have to close. Well, I better finish the last of the cleaning since I won't have time tomorrow before the kids get home!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-30687567930959876392011-04-30T23:49:00.000-07:002011-04-30T23:50:05.368-07:00Tired.<p>I'm exhausted. This week went by so quickly I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. So since nothing got done this week instead of cleaning today I went to the zoo with the children.</p><p><br /></p><p>It was fun. I didn't really want to go, but I thought it was good to get out with them while I still had a weekend left before I start at Justice. Anyway here are some pics to share.Kailey ran off with her uncle so really there's only pics of animals and Bradley lol. I'm beat and I need sleep! lol 'Night!</p><p class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaz2xQw6O79kSjAWDokUcjQgMocz_fqYbYiqKK6qYkzBu4iDHuGtdas_guWvMM3y_dkpBTAsgynhw-a7q1CMo2IysiEJCUmtym3doMgBTs6DaSiJSl-QkzOW6TAaHxQbtggFpsK5yfy1E/s1600/iPhone+016.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhaz2xQw6O79kSjAWDokUcjQgMocz_fqYbYiqKK6qYkzBu4iDHuGtdas_guWvMM3y_dkpBTAsgynhw-a7q1CMo2IysiEJCUmtym3doMgBTs6DaSiJSl-QkzOW6TAaHxQbtggFpsK5yfy1E/s320/iPhone+016.JPG" width="320" border="0" height="239" /></a></p><p><br /></p><p class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOtcJai2YCtPDn78Efd33D86q3PQhWabH08RgfPalYIzbQI6_5fQhGvNBsrUSrGYNliDZH56Jll68x8QCIF7ENP9z_XejI1-ufqAjOJSNrwdxy3CGfe62CWZ9S5tBlc7NM0ta1Dthf1cQ/s1600/iPhone+018.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOtcJai2YCtPDn78Efd33D86q3PQhWabH08RgfPalYIzbQI6_5fQhGvNBsrUSrGYNliDZH56Jll68x8QCIF7ENP9z_XejI1-ufqAjOJSNrwdxy3CGfe62CWZ9S5tBlc7NM0ta1Dthf1cQ/s320/iPhone+018.JPG" width="320" border="0" height="239" /></a></p><div style="text-align: center;"><p>Just in case you were wondering... ^^^ this Bradley and his goggles lol </p></div><p class="separator" style="clear: both; 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I'm not complaining, I have Bradley for five nights out of the week. I get up with him, get him ready, him to school, as well as do those things for me plus Kailey.</p><p><br /></p><p>He on the other hand has him for two freaking nights out of the week and pawns poor little Bradley off on his dad so he can go out to the movies! Like WTF! I seriously feel bad when I go out. Last time I went out I felt so bad and awkward I slept with all of the crap Bradley stuck in my bed... can of chicken noodle, a flashlight, teddy bear, I think a fork... just to remind me I'm a mom and my kids will still be there come tomorrow. So to know that this idiot sees him for 20 minutes daily to pick him up from school and drop him off and two nonconsecutive nights a week can't hang with that OOOOHHHHH it just makes me want to rip his head off!!!!</p><p><br /></p><p>I'm so pissed it's not even funny! So mad!!!</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-36341485032214357082011-04-29T13:51:00.000-07:002011-04-29T13:51:52.643-07:00Finding comfort in other single momsSo, today I have created a group on cafemom.com. The group is really to find other moms in my situation. I am so sick of hearing all my friends talking about hubby this and SO that. I want single mommy friends!!! lol So, I created the group. I have a long road ahead of me to make it a great one, but hopefully I'll get to know some great ladies and make lifetime friends!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-65279826475925383002011-04-28T19:19:00.001-07:002011-04-28T19:19:12.225-07:00Because it makes them happySo I was given the advice of "throw all the shit away" when discussing that looking at all my old gifts make me cry. So I thought an unfortunate child may very well love my build a bears and one other. I stuffed them into a box to be taken out. <br /><br />Bradley was the first to get into it. He pulled out a big Teddy I received for valentines day this year and says, "daddy took me store." thinking he was telling stories I responded oh yeah what did you buy? "this", he says and holds up the bear. I could not believe he remembered being taken to the store to buy it. He claimed it as his. I couldn't very well take it away from him after all, it was a memory of a time when daddy loved mommy. <br /><br />Next here comes Kailey. Looking at the bears like a kid who's seen death and asks where they are going. Her face was just so sad since she knew they were on their way out the door. So.... I broke down and gave the three build a bears to her. She was so excited! So now my two children and their four bears are on the couch. Seeing the stuff from he who shall not be named really doesn't hurt as much because it made my kids happy. <br /><br /><br /><center><a href='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/show_photo.php?p=11/04/28/3215.jpg'><img src='http://photo.blogpressapp.com/photos/11/04/28/s_3215.jpg' border='0' width='281' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br />- Posted from my iPhone<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-86779075062519529412011-04-28T15:45:00.001-07:002011-04-28T15:45:33.179-07:00No Internet todayMy Internet was disconnected. Only until tomorrow though and then I'll be up and running again. I hate how expensive our whole cable situation is. I didn't grow up on cable, why should my kids? They should be outside riding bikes and making secret forts in bushes. Right? <br /><br /><br />- Posted from my iPhone<br /><p class='blogpress_location'>Location:<a href='http://maps.google.com/maps?q=Oro%20Valley,United%20States%4032.366724%2C-110.971127&z=10'>Oro Valley,United States</a></p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1296354081089983238.post-50036551664730428392011-04-27T21:48:00.000-07:002011-04-27T21:48:59.109-07:00Facing the worldThis is me facing the world as newly single mom. I'm afraid. I'm angry. I'm depressed. I'm confused. I'm hurt. I feel nothing but negative emotions when thinking of my current status. But then a smile comes to my face. A ray of sunshine comes through the thick and dark clouds..<br />
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